Getting back to comunity..

Today is Sunday, 3.06 after midnight.. Still tapping on my keyboards.. Hhh.. There's a reason why I put such a title like that.. I mean, where am I now? I getting back to my life. Interacting with people, joining such comunity, doing hard stuff, bringing back old hobbies.. Yeah, sumkinda like that.. Including be a real friend when my friend in deed..

I've been thinkin', what's the benefit of all these thing I do? I hope it's not like linkin park song, "I've tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end it's doesn't even matter.."

Everyone say, that's good, that's better, or like this, like that or, do it this way, that way.. but I still haven't found what I'm lookin' for..

Well, guess I better take sum rest.. Tomorrow is another day.. Mau ngawas TO. Kalo kesiangan berabe.. Caw..

it's not easy to be me.. And I will survive..